So, the program I am in, although having many merits and giving me a great amount of knowledge, was disappointing in the sense that it was really something different than what I thought it was going to be. I was looking for something that would give me the skills to work in the field of dramaturgy instead of just having a large body of knowledge on theatre. Unfortunately the program is designed and run by people who are academics and believe that we all want to be academics and professors and that's that. Which has proven a bit frustrating at the times I have tried to negotiate my own goals within their goals for me within the program. I finally had a breakthrough today. The department has agreed to allow me to drop one of my classes this term and take three classes in my final term instead of the normal two. I will look for an independent study unit to do as my third class next term in the area of dramaturgy (I'm hoping to arrange a dance dramaturgy unit). This will allow me to get three dramaturgy credits that have some practical value. This term I will have to let one class go, that because of no other reason than the size of the class, is Theories of Directing.
So that being taken care of, I now focus much more attention on my thesis and hopefully have time to do some of my own learning/projects that will keep me excited about theatre!
Hey Lia, sounds like a good compromise! You should be getting what you want and what you need. Keep your eyes up and focused on the prize. You will get there!!
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